Ridiculously happy :)

I am completely and utterly, ridiculously happy. :) I don't think I've ever been so happy in all of my life. And that's even with all of the drama still in my life. It's so incredibly wonderful. :)

Philip and I haven't been dating for very long, but I'm so in love with him. He's the most wonderful boyfriend I've ever had. There aren't enough positive adjectives to describe how I feel.

He's sweet and caring. He's smart and funny. He wants to make me happy. He tells me I'm beautiful and he treats me so well. And we have so much fun together. We've gone to a few concerts together (side note: The Fray was soooo incredibly AWESOME! It was definitely worth the money. And they were with Jack's Mannequin who are also great in concert... they have so much energy!) and we've gone to Carowinds together (before that, I hadn't been on a rollercoaster in years!). We actually enjoy the same things!

I know it sounds crazy, but I've never really had this before. I've been in love before. I was in love with Michael and I was in love with Joe. However, I didn't really have that much in common with either of them. It makes things a lot more complicated. I enjoyed being in their company, but there wasn't a whole lot we could do together. Michael and I had racing. Joe and I went for walks and played games together. Neither of them liked concerts or crowds. So, I didn't get to go to concerts or to amusement parks or anything like that (because I'm a people pleaser).

With Philip, we like doing a lot of the same things. It's awesome. We can just hang out and watch a movie and smoke the hookah (without him getting antsy about not doing anything). We can go ride a bunch of rollercoasters (without him having a panic attack about all of the people or complaining about the lines). We can go to a concert (without him complaining about the crowds and the noise). We can lay around and talk (without the need to go!go!go!). And he can hold me without it having to lead to something more. I've never had this before.

Philip is the perfect boyfriend. If someone would have told me that last year, I probably would have laughed. But it's true. I don't know how he managed to keep it a secret. He is wonderful. I am a very lucky woman. :)